Sunday, January 28, 2007




REPORT IS:trying to be LIFE "GOOD"!!!!!

MANY WONFERULLEARNINGS FROM COACH AND OTHER TRUE HEARTD RACERS!

Coach say Always Follow "INNTUITION" (not knowing lot about that but WILLING TO LEARN!)

Say: ABOVE 200 MPH, SPEED OF CAR AND THE INTUITION OF DRIVER are SAME THING."



Still do not understand that statement! DEEP, man!




(I just say: GO!!!!!)

Wednesday, January 24, 2007






Even Now,




Miss racer k energy and skin!!!!



OH "NAGGING FUCK" OF ITALL!








gone to Hospital HabingtatHumanity Oriendation Day today,


= is ALL OVER for me and "SAN JAN"




=Am not NEEDY nough !




to Orientation Ladies of Earth Tones and Perfect Spanish Prononoucings and just wanting to "Include everyones"





i have needs too







you have no idea



Tuesday, January 23, 2007




EVER SINCE Special Chrismas hostpital Office Lunch Party of last year, seem like always thinkin about SAN JAN CAPSTRno!!!




always thinkin bout san jan capstrano!!!!!



today Work "E" MAIL saying
'Habnitat for Humamity" (?) come to MY OFFICE TOMORROW gonna sign me Up to get my HOUSE BUILD of SAN JAN CAPISTRANO!!!!!




wAIT FOR ME, I am coming san jan capstrano!!!!!!




[do "swallows" really "return to" ? WILL BE FINDING OUT!!!!!]

Monday, January 22, 2007

Sunday, January 14, 2007






Come on, Is time for starting of BANNNNDDDDD!!!!





So far is just me, but when other people joining gonna ROCK IT OUT!!!!!!!




Band name Is from email just came from Friendly Dating Service, is called




= "Hottest Local Christians'



Canno t tell me is not Great Mane !


Come on along ang join the Band!!!!!!!


So far have one guitar only so be bringing instrument to first Rock Music Practice Session of I will tell you when! Do you have a banjo. We do "covers song" too so bring of some rockers! I likw to sing harmony! What do you think!





here is top 4 of my wanting of "covers songs" right now :



is "TAMBOURINE" of "Prince Music,"

"Brand New Key" by "Melanie,"

"fire" of "Bruce The Boss ,"

also "Hollywood Bulevard" song of "Kinks!" and

"PLEASE DONt BE GENTLE WITH ME" of Minute Msn, It May Be even best song ever ok!















just wake me up and tug my hair
and let me know
all the outside of the world and you are there
and never be too gentle with me















We could do a million songs




























is by Jaymie Pinkston and is HOW I FEEL SOMETIMES!

Monday, January 08, 2007






my trailer park is mostly Old People and Children



= "packing it in" EARLYnround here. (exceot me of course!)



almost 12 othernight come back frome the dumsters i am hearing . through open window in trailer next door,





= is betany?




i go to other side of their trailer near Front Door and am seeing in in Addon Window. she kneeling at jonathan bed in dark when he asleep on Fold Out CouchBed near Christmas Tree. her face wet of tears reflect and braces too. looking like she PRAYING with hands in Church Position.






she saying a lot of stuff i could not hear. i want to knock on Window and catch her eye but would wake up her father. i go to back inside of my trailer try to send Gold To her through the blinds.









Monday, January 01, 2007





Physical Fit is New "Must" of year 2007!!!



other night am runing (!),


in COLD Dark Blue Of Costa Mesa Nights





go 12 minutes, = IT IS HARD!!!!





BUT am "pace it" as PHysical Fitness Magazine is recomending on newport bulevard






When a Old Man With Army Hat coming fasst in a Wheelchair over curb towd me,









And he saying Yes loud! to my running!



and he pop a Wheelie!



and that is All He Say!,



And he Keep Going not looking back to me!


first TIME I am running 30 minutes all the way home not even stoping!
and i am \never before undersdtanindg until now what this Cold Unfrendly Air was for





needing to know

I came to Minneapolis from southern California this May to help my 88-year-old mother care for my 86-year-old father. He fell last November, and then declined cognitively for a month as his bones healed at a rehab facility under quarantine. He hasn't undeclined. Before retiring in the 1990s, he was a theater critic, & still seems to have some of his self-confidence and wit alongside vascular dementia, Parkinsonisms, incontinence and real trouble walking. Given his otherwise-ok health, he might still have some tolerable years ahead, though with new parameters. My mom's a novelist. She seems made of iron.