today coworker is taken pictures of, hm, ME!!!!!

did not want to because of feel litle low but surpise are ok "pics"

I am thinking so!





i like my hair!





2007 decided going to be Good!


how can not with this hair?

truth is,

not feel so "hot"

truth is,

am "weakling"

truth is a 10 year old girl and her mom subletted my trailer this sumer
she was born with her heart going other direction from most people and all internal organs on oposite side, "inoperable."
she looked normal. had blonde hair so THICK her mom had to change my showerhead. she was very down to earth compared to her mom. they came from florida for a skateboard camp for kids with birth defects and I almost got kicked out of the park for it.

i realy could relate to that little girl

is almost CHIS MAS TIME!!!!!!!!!


=
Very Exciting






1. birthday of Baby That Give People Advice (Baby, Stroll Over Here! I Am Ready For the Magic Baby Advice!)



2. Pretend Is Snowing (I am not 100% ssure why to do this, but seem fun ok!),


3. Presents from Man You Can Not See (Do NOT Like! VERY Frustrating!! From what I heara Mr. Santa Man my type too, and I avaibable. "WHATEVER"!)


4. CANDY of Wait Until Morning (see #3, 'FUCK THAT'!!!!)


5. "Silent Nigth" is the song ok. And is true, ALWAYS a SILENT NIGHT on Christmas Night. Even with no snow in dumb old beach of Orange County, USA, is a Silent Night! Not sure why is World so serious. Wasnt Jesus kind of party guy. "Whatever" (see #3)




6. Come to think, even so exciting, so far am only giving CHRISTMAS GRADE OF "B". Jesus needing beter atendance record. He is briliant but lazy

coweorker LETITICIA =24. she studying to be a LPN, so knowing Medical Terminology and Coding very good! Her boyfriend ELI in Marine Core in IRAQ. He is 22. She showing us pictures with airplane headphones on and lying on a weird cot. She say he is Elsaldoran but me he looking like he from India. She talking about him LALL THE TIME and text mesage throughout day when eli not ON A MISSION. She calling hersself a "grandma"" because she dont go to movies, just WAITing FOR ELI TO COME HOME.

I askt how was her weekend was & she say they talk on compputer yesterday 3 hours, "sick horny bastard" she cal lhim. I am liking! Thinking, very good!

Then she ask me for a box size of "Baby Wipes container." I am looking for box under my desk etc. I say, hm, why Baby Wipes container?


= sending Eli Baby Wips?

she look like Shirley Temple getting caught of something



say he doesn't like to use toilet paper when he goes to the restroom

its too rough



"STRIKE THE RECORD"+++
!!!!!not just likeing ==I AM LOVING!!!!!!!!!you got me RIGHT HERE

Litle girl next trailer to me is 10. name BETANY



VERY SMART

(has braces = must be SMART! )



VERY BOSSY OF BROTHER JONATHAN who is 8. She always upset with him not doing things right. She always "screetching" and upset about EVERYTHING. Her Father saying "borderline personality" (????) and maybe needing Medications. I think Father is a little wierd. Weird mustache i am not liking! He putting her in Acting Class becaus of overactive imagination for now though and see how it goes.


When am hearing betany with Jonathan I CAN UNDERSTAND her. We the same, like we responsible for something not knoing what & cannot smile TIL everything is PERFECT.




Betany: Jonathan fake vomit pile on your pilow actualy mean = try to makea you SMILE!!!!













(betany he loving you so much)

CRASHHing from "Greatness wednesday"


haha, joke is on me =

know what, figured out



"strange enough"",



= AM GREAT!q!!!!!!





DOingg MY BEST ALL THE TIME in DARKNES and as HUMAN PERSON OF IMPERFECT!!!





TRIED TO BE SMART!!!




AM NOT SMART!!!




am, GRAET!

working on poem of last four months.

will come soon. and will not be perfect!!!!!!